There is so many things that is wonderful about this video: the two gorgeous houses, the clothes she's wearing (if I could, I would buy everything from Zara), her voice.. there is a kind of satisfaction and pleasure in her voice when she talks about her job and the things she does. That's what I aim for mostly: to do something that brings me joy.
Gabriela Artigas creates the most perfect rings I've ever laid eyes on. They are made of real gold so they are so much pricier than all the rings I've ever bought. Anyone wants to get me these for Christmas?
There are so many details in this house, I could spend hours looking at it. The celling is beautiful, the million and one pictures on the wall is just wonderful and the chairs that don't match in the dining room.. Oh! I could just go on. Isn't it amazing?
Rushed to the bookstore to check if they have Inheritance in stock today. I am now a proud owner of all four books in the Inheritance cycle. I missed this feeling: being excited to buy a book and the feeling of opening it, knowing that for the following few days, my world will be filled with interesting people and magic. Tomorrow before my tuition, I'm going to spend 2 hours in Starbucks with a cup of coffee and Inheritance in my hands. Who needs man to make you feel happy when you have books? Haha! Hope your day had been great like mine!
Don't know if anyone noticed, but my tumblr changed quite a bit in these few months. It's cleaner and there is so much more white and minimalism in it. So is my taste in clothes, design and interior design. I always do that, went through a phase where I liked everything dreamy and whimsical before this. I like to think it's because I'm maturing in the way I view things :-)
My father gave me a men's watch for my birthday. Those big chunky silver kind. He says it's not, but I'm quite sure it is for men. I'd probably get weird looks from people if I wear it out and it looks quite enormous on me but I really like it surprisingly. I'm so obsessed with watches recently. Would really want a gold one and one with a black leather strap.
Still haven't decide what to ask mum to get me. I'm thinking of a pair of new black shoes or those really nice oxford shirts from Uniqlo... or black patent loafers, if a miracle happens and I actually find those in Singapore
Nerd moment: It's announced that Inheritance will be released on 8th November. I have no idea what date it will actually reach Singapore, but I am so so excited. I have been waiting for almost 3 years for it. Will get it once it hits the book stores! Ahhhhhh!
Can't wait for everything to be over so I can go overseas where it'll be winter. I'm so in love with all the coats and shirt collars peeking out of cozy sweaters at the moment. I like winter far too much for someone living in a country where it's summer all year round.
I'm supposed to be memorizing my part for tomorrow's presentation, but there is a whirlpool of thoughts in my head that I cannot get anything done. So I think I just write it here and hopefully the thoughts will settle.
I wonder if anyone will ever really know me, even I don't understand myself sometimes. I feel like a walking contradiction. I believe in (and hope for) soul mates, true love and love that burns so brightly that everyone around will feel it's warmth too. But there's a voice in my head that says it'll never happen to me, I believe that for others but never for myself. I believe that everyone has the ability to do something great in their lives, but I always feel and worry that I'll never be able to. I believe that everyone is good, but I can never fully trust someone. There's a part of me who always doubts every single little thing, a part of me who is oh so cynical and a part of me who is always afraid of letting go and believing. How can someone who believe in star signs and soul mates be cynical at the same time? That's why I don't really understand myself sometimes, and I wonder if anyone ever will.
What will this day be like? I wonder. What will my future be? I wonder. It could be so exciting to be out in the world, to be free My heart should be wildly rejoicing Oh, what's the matter with me?
I've always longed for adventure To do the things I've never dared And here I'm facing adventure Then why am I so scared
Oh, I must stop these doubts, all these worries If I don't I just know I'll turn back I must dream of the things I am seeking I am seeking the courage I lack
Funny how I suddenly remembered this song from Sound of Music. It's 3:30pm.
ps. For my birthday, I'm wishing for a best friend... as always for the past 16 years of my life.
Watching wedding videos of people I don't know (again). It's all so beautiful, makes me tear just a little. Oh, how lovely it must be to be a wedding photographer, to witness such beautiful moments every time you work. And just how perfect was the groom's speech?
Anyway, I think my mom told my dad about how I wanted to learn French because the other day he asked me if I want to study in France. The voice in my head burst out laughing. Dad, you do know I cannot speak a word of French right? Well except for s'il vous plait (if it pleases you), because I love the way it rolls off my tongue, sounding all sexy and.. sexy. It's so unfair, everything sounds sexy in French.
I wanted to be sexy when I was younger. But I have everything going against me now: my height, my body, my voice. I wanted to be all tall, with big sexy hair, long legs, and a deep and smooth voice but instead I'm short, my hair is just hopeless, there's a limit to how long your legs can be when you're only 1.55m tall and my voice is just a little high-pitch (especially over the phone). Anyhow, now I'll settle for elegant, classy and kind.
I've been going home regularly this few weeks, and it's developing into a habit so I'm looking forward to weekends more than usual now. Hostel food is getting worst (they actually changed the caterer again, to the old one). Going home means good food: strawberries and grapes, noodles, dumplings and sushi.
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