Even though this blog is fairly new, I've already managed to build up a collection of drafts. Half finished sentences which I'm not entirely pleased with (I'll never be happy with what I write). Chunks of words stringed together that doesn't even come closed to describing what was in my head. Thoughts that I want to share but seemed to be too personal and poorly written that no one would understand how important it is to me and maybe even think of me as that weird girl. But writing it out is a relief and comfort to me. My jumbled thoughts are a little more organized after writing, I understand some of those feelings that once used to confuse me. These drafts are like half finished paintings lacking the color that seem to exist only in my head, half written stories that need a proper ending, songs with lyrics that doesn't seem to fit. Sometimes I think that if anyone was to hack into my account, they would understand me better than anyone else this planet. I'm still deciding on what to feel of that. Time to delete and/or post some of those drafts...
Labels: Musings
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